January felt like a relatively short month, yet it feels almost equally longer then most months that I can remember. I have spent the better part of this month being a grumpy, unhappy individual and the rest of the time I just felt like shit. Then again I suppose those two things are just about one and the same, but overall I think it is safe to say that I have been feeling like hell. I think the best way to say it is I've been feeling pretty wound up and I've been sort of miserable lately.
The upside is I've been watching some good TV shows this month, so I don't entirely feel like I've lost all connection to the outside world. While I think it would have been time better used working and stuff of that sort, January has been a month of protest and unhappiness and me just being a big baby. So all of that stuff (unfortunately) have taken a back seat to a lot of other seemingly random things.
Back to the TV shows...
Mythbusters was a damn good distraction while it lasted and seeing all of the other different myths was an interesting learning experience. The duct tape cannon was cool, as was the saw dust cannon and the exploding water heater rocket. And everyone involved with the show has such different personalities that is it fun to watch them interacting with one another. It is almost like the experiments are secondary some episodes.
As it goes, I am considering on buying as many seasons of this show as I can eventually. I think there is a sale for the first 6 seasons for a little under $200...
This goes right up there with getting the first and third seasons of Avatar: The Last Airbender, which was also incredibly awesome. Who knew a Nickelodeon cartoon could be that good? Good, consistent stories, rich and deep characters that you feel for and connect with. Where and what happened to characters like this in RPG video games? And didn't I write that some where before? Hmm...
Other shows of interest include the likes of Rescue Ink and Dogtown, have been pretty good stuff too. It is interesting to see what and how people in the world are trying to help animals, strays and the like, and it is eye opening to say the very least about that. These men and women do just about everything to save these animals' lives!
I kind of wish I had a more stable financial life, I think I would enjoy helping animals.
I give credit to the guys of Rescue Ink, who are basically a small group of guys that I know I would never believe to be animal rescuers, who volunteer their time to stop animal abuse and to help save these animals from being left in bad homes or with people who don't have the means or no longer want their pets.
Dogtown is almost the same deal, but I was surprised with the sheer size of their operation. And they actually don't only help dogs, but also cats, birds, livestock and who knows what else. I am starting to expect maybe a elephant to appear on camera in one of these episodes.
It is sad to see from both of these shows, the types of things that people will do to these animals. In a way, it is similar to how some can actually abuse and torment kids. Seriously, if you don't like your kid(s) or even pets, don't go out of your way to beat them or torture 'em either.
But now with the month winding down at last, I feel a lot better then I did when this month started off. I've kind of started to write again, which I haven't really done in over a year or two now. That felt good, to be able to stretch out my brain and start letting off some of that pent up steam. I can see the "rust" in the way I've been writing, but this time I don't plan on stopping. I want to get this story I have in my head going and I'd like to keep it up until I reach some sort of end. That would be the first time in a very, very long time since I've written and finished a story of my own.
Speaking of writing, here comes something a little out there for me and this blog. Now as I traversed the never ending universe that is the internet and I happen to come across the blog of porn star Kayden Kross (link to her blog is in the Links section below).
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Going into this, I expected it to be a typical porn star blog loaded with nude pictures and endless promotion to join their pricey official websites. And sure there was a little bit of that (the website promotion and the nude pictures), but what I found on her blog surprised me.
This woman can write!
I will admit that I have seen her work around the internet and I always thought she was a beautiful woman. But to say that I was surprised by how well spoken (or well written) she is would be an understatement. I actually enjoyed reading a number of her writings and left with a new found respect for her. I enjoy her word play or style and they just end up being fun stuff to read. Is that weird?
Now I'm not saying she can write as in she'll be the next Shakespeare (that would be interesting), but as mentioned I just enjoy the way she writes. It sounds and feels natural, which is a rare thing to find these days (for me anyway).
To be honest, I think finding this blog has even given me a little bit of inspiration to pick up my own writing! What exactly that entails, I cannot say with any certainty. And seriously folks, how often do you ever hear about a porn star striking inspiration in a person (no dirty jokes either!)?
Then again, all things considered I guess it should not have come as a surprise that she seems intelligent as she does. Porn stars these days don't just "act" anymore and many seem to be starting up their own companies and running their own businesses.