I don't know how else to word this other then this way: Some days I feel like I am just losing my damn mind.
It just feels to me like there is no end to the madness of life, that once you've fallen down, you will be kicked unmercifully until whatever end comes my way. I thought my troubles were gone and things were FINALLY taking a turn for the better.
Apparently that was wishful thinking on my part.
Of all the things I don't like in this world, having so many worries just doesn't make for a good day or good anything for that matter. I wish I could have dealt with these problems sooner (bad credit card!), but as life goes that stuff just did not get cleared up.
But I know I am over-dramatizing the situation some, as the solution to my troubles is pretty obvious to me. I suppose starting next month, we'll have to make some crazy changes in our daily lives if we are to ever get rid of our financial woes. Then again, I do know already that next year our realtor is looking to raise our rent (isn't $1,100 enough for a single bedroom apartment??), so it feels like we are ultimately screwed regardless.
Now I can't imagine why I just get frustrated some days...
So here's hoping Fable 3 and Smackdown vs Raw 2011 are both worth it... looks like those two may very well be the last games I will be picking up in the year 2010. Hell maybe I may even skip over Fable 3 this Tuesday and that, at any other point in time, would be sheer madness to even think.
But that seems to be the best solution to the problem at this point.
This still sucks...
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