I hate this trend where things in life seem as though it had turned around and was starting to head in the right direction. Then you kind of settle into this new trend and BLAM! That shit blows up in your face and surprise asshole! Back down the shit hole you go all over again.
Just got hit with a bomb shell as it appears as though as our rent for our apartment is likely to go up next year. Not down, as it was apparently happening in places in Hawaii other then where we live. No, we may very well down the very opposite of down.
UP.
I'm hating that word more and more...
We've been scraping by all this year and we've been doing what we could to trim down our spending, but goddamn it just isn't enough. I guess at this rate, we may very well have to give up eating and electricity to make ends meet.
I've feel extremely frustrated right now and I just want to blow up and yell and scream and everything. But I know that will not change what the inevitable. The last time we heard maybes from a realty company, we ended up getting a eviction notice. So having any faith in this increase not happening is next to nil at this point. Thankfully we just signed a brand new lease, so we're at least protected for another year right now.
At this point, I don't know what to think or do or anything. I just don't know where we can or will be going from here. I generally do not like to think too far ahead into the future, but for once I wish I could know where this road lead because I'm starting to believe that we're fucked.
F.M.L.
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