World of Hurt

I've been in a world of hurt lately, both physically and financially, and it is absolutely terrible. I hope whenever I can get out of this hole, that I never have to be in this kind of position again. It is just no fun having to be broke and living literally paycheck by paycheck.

The rough part of this has been getting back to actually working more again. I honestly was not expecting to remain at my present job and, had everything panned out the way I had planned, I am supposed to be long gone by now.

If only life always went according to whatever we planned...

As I said, it has been rough getting back into working more at a place I thought I wouldn't be at by now. And maybe it is my slowly increasing age, but man... my body is hurting! Some say age ain't nothing but a number, but I beg to differ. That number plays as a factor, but it is all about a person's frame of mind. If you think yourself old and you limit yourself based on that, then your body will react in kind.

How else can you explain those guys who are in their 80's and are still lifting weights? These folks run and have the times of their lives!

I hope I can be that way if/when I get to that age... I think I would consider skydiving at that age. The good thing about doing something like that at such a late age is I'd have one major worry I won't have to think about. What do I mean? I wouldn't have to worry about soiling myself. Why? Because I'd already be rocking them Depends!

I feel sorry for my future kids... I'm going to make their lives hell, from the start and up until my end! Ha!