Choices...

And here I am, back to square one and feeling like I have successfully trapped myself in my very own personal dilemma. I have mentioned within this space before that my present place of employment has been the source of an ever growing frustration and now I find myself staring at the website of what is expected to become a massive source of competition (Whole Foods Market).

Even while knowing that the choice should be obvious, I am feeling (once again) this tug on my conscious. Why does my brain need to function as such as to make me feel as though I am about the betray the world? Truth be told, I haven't heard (so far) anything bad ever said about this company. Rather, I've heard nothing but positive things thus far.

So really, the choice should be blatant to my eyes and brain. I should be slamming the keys on my keyboard, filling out an online application right here and now. Maybe I just needed to spell it out for myself here and just let my brain and hands think out this process for me.

I know for certain that I do not want to be in one place (and miserable) for years on end. I've seen the results of that and it is absolutely not a pretty sight.

Wow, within these past several minutes of writing, I think the choice I need to make has become abundantly clear to me now. The verdict?

I'm going to take a chance, lay it on the line so to speak and just toss my hat in and see what becomes of it. I mean what do I got to lose right? From my perspective, I have the world to gain here and that surely sounds appealing to me at this point.

I'm feeling better already!