It is interesting to me how I can't post a picture again to open up this entry. I guess by saying 'interesting,' I mean irritating. So this means that I will (again) have a naked post for all to see. Considering there is anyone that actually reads any of this...
Which is doubtful.
Oh well.
Then again, I wouldn't really know since I don't allow any reader comments. It isn't anything personal, I just would rather keep it this way rather then having it so open. I don't know how to really explain the logic, so I'll just drop it quick before this goes on forever.
I suppose it is a good thing that tonight (or this morning) is a clear night and the moon is out. Nights like these always help me relax and to regain whatever positive thoughts/feelings I may have lost during the day.
Though I will say that today I actually was pretty happy for the most part. I guess when you are so occupied with other things, you really don't get a chance to think of anything else. That has helped me so much lately, just to be busy and always on the move.
I think when I wasn't working, that is what I missed the most. Just going, going, going and just working as best as I bloody can. One thing I have learned to be absolutely true, however, is that you really cannot please everyone.
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, these sour apples just gotta find the most petty things to try and turn those good days into rotten ones.
Truth be told though, I thought I had left all of those behind the day I left MCD. I thought I was going to get into something new and maybe this time 'team work' actually meant something.
I was so wrong. At least to a certain degree anyway...
But then that is life and now I am just a little wiser then I was yesterday so to speak. It is interesting how me just being quiet and observant has allowed me to see how other people accept me. Some did regardless, others really did not.
Maybe they thought that I thought I was better then them some how...? That I was being stuck up? I don't really know the answer, but all these people really need to do is to just talk to me for a second with a conversation that consists of more then just workplace banter and maybe they would see that there really is more to me.
Ok, so that isn't so wise to do in a new workplace and by that I mean basically forcing these people to 'feel' me out rather then me doing it myself. But that is the way I am. If a person cannot accept me for how I am as I am in the beginning, then why should I strive to prove myself? Again, I suppose I will drop this since I doubt my words can properly convey my logic into some sort of relevant language.
I guess now would be an ideal time to change gears (and subject) and head for a more friendly topic.
How about... wrestling?
Yes, more of that.
So wow. I was surprised to read that Paul Heyman is all but gone from the WWE now. It sounds to me like Mr. Heyman was marked for ejection from the start, they (the WWE) just needed a reason to do it and the ECW PPV happened to be just that platform.
I liked TNA at one point, I almost fully believed that they could truly be an actual alternative to the WWE's shows.
I think I was wrong.
They are proving to be a company that is slowly changing into a new form of WCW. I mean they are signing basically anyone the WWE lets go of. Now they are doing more and more attacks on their compitition.
Sigh.
Note to TNA: WCW tried that sh*t and failed. Please drop the kiddie games and go back to what brought you to the dance: Wrestling. Don't follow failures' path unless you'd like to see a "Death of TNA" book on shelves someday down the road.
Next subject: Movies.
Just picked up Pirates of the Carribean 2: Dead Man's Chest. Couldn't believe that the one with special features costed so damn much more then the stripped down, just-the-movie version. Hopefully the extras are worth it or else I'm going to be kicking my own ass before the sun sets.
The Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift was somewhat better then I expected. Truth be told, I thought the overall story ran pretty thin for most of the movie. It had it's good moments, but overall I think this whole concept is showing it's age due to lack of innovation.
Random thought: I hope they (being the government) doesn't restart the draft. I read someone's comment in the newspaper that if you support the war, then you have no right to go against this draft idea. Well what about a person who does not support the war?
This is by no means a diss to those who've been there and to those who've lost their lives during this conflict. I just think it is wrong to be throwing people's lives away on this fight in Iraq that came about from lies.
Ok, so it is time for yet another topic change. I'd carry on with the last topic, but I think that whole train of thought is just too damn messy to ever really write out. In a lot of ways, I suppose that the above comment could have me be marked as unpatriotic. I can't change the way people think and if that is what my words above earns me, then so be it I guess.
I can't do anything about it.
And I am out of words to which I can muster to convey my thoughts into a visual form for all to read. I guess this is what happens to me when I am tired and cannot sleep. I hope if/when I re-read this entry again, that it will all make sense. I also hope that if I come back to read this, that there will actually be real words typed here and not just a 3 letter variation that was made after my face went down onto the keyboard.
A guy can hope... can't he?
