Or at least that is the general feeling I'm having these past few days. Maybe its been ongoing for a few weeks now? Perhaps maybe even a month or two? I cannot say for sure yet, but man is my brain going here, there and everywhere.
Its been tough for me, at least to an extent. I've been debating whether or not keeping a second job is a smart idea. Granted, this second job was meant to replace my present one and that idea failed epically.
What hurts more is my girlfriend was recently informed or rather, she was told a few days ahead that the company would be shutting down her department. So imagine building around a set schedule and suddenly... TA-DA! No more set anything! Factor in that she is going back to college in under a month, that leaves her in a position where she may have to cut her work hours drastically.
And the thing of the matter is my boss (from my second job) just keeps trying to talk me out of leaving. I'm telling him now basically everything is going to shit and he chimes in with "so how does your girlfriend's situation affect you?"
Huh.
I guess us living together and if one of us goes down, our whole life goes down with it. Ok, ok... maybe that choice of wording is a bit too dramatic. But then, it is true in the fact that if one of us can't make up our end, we are in a world of hurt folks. And it just feels like my boss does not get it! And it frustrates the shit out me!
So maybe I'm not thinking so much as to "if" I will give up the second job, but maybe more like "when" I will give it up. It is just too much pressure on my brain to having to try and balance a pair of jobs at this point. And the bottom line is I am just not making that much money in my present situation.
And blah, blah, blah... I'm afraid this post is as scattered about as my brain is right now. I'm hoping to eliminate all of this extra headaches in the coming weeks. I surely don't want to begin developing white hairs at the tender old age of 25...
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