Uninspired at Best

I've been a little 'down in the dumps' lately and its a feeling I just haven't been able to shake off. I'm finding myself just dragging along through a day and my thoughts about whatever is in front of me (ex: at work) is generally uninspired and dreary.

Maybe it is because of the fact that I have this feeling like the company I'm with isn't going to let us all go in good terms. That is, whenever the plans get set and they (G.G.P.) start to tear the place down.

What I'm now kicking myself over is the fact that I've felt even a slight hint of loyalty to the company. But eh, this is becoming too much of a personal drama over a grocery store job!

Then again, I do depend heavily on the money made here, so getting screwed over isn't something I'd be happy with at all. I just hope it doesn't end up going down like that...

Anyway! Enough about that, it's starting to give me a headache all over again. On the flip side of things, a co-worker had recently sent me a Japanese wrestling match to see if I'd find any interest in it. Lo and behold, I have and now I'm looking for more matches like a junkie looking for another hit. The promotion of interest is a group called Dragon Gate, which I had to sit down and do some reading to kind of catch up with things.

One group within this promotion I like, though they might break since it's leader has been offered to jump to a different faction, is called Typhoon (Logo pictured above). They are a very talented group and I was absolutely amazed to watch them battle against the Muscle Outlaw'z (whom are the ones who offered a place within their group to the leader of Typhoon, a guy named CIMA).

I'd try to find the weekly shows, but goddamn folks... I still can't read/write/understand any Japanese and so that ended that. Blah.

If that doesn't keep me busy, we just rented Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street, plus we picked up Juno and Appleseed EX Machina. I heard the first two movies were good, but I never heard anything about Appleseed. Good or bad sign? I suppose I shall find out sooner rather then later...

Then again, the previous Appleseed movie wasn't bad...