Excuse the vulgar title today, but I felt the choice of wording best describes my present mindset. I've been trying to keep as much of my troubles out of this blog, hoping to keep it gaming related and just away from whatever the real world decided to toss my way.
But alas, that hope has been all but shattered.
For starters, my uncle passed away during the early hours of December 29th (yesterday). He had been battling cancer for much of this year and things took a turn for the worst during this past month or so. I'll admit that while we weren't all that close, it is extremely difficult to think of things without him around. I guess the best way I can put it is he was like a piece of the whole puzzle and now things are further incomplete then before.
Does that make sense? I cannot judge for myself at this point, my brain is clouded to put things mildly.
To top matters off, my girlfriend and I missed out on our friend's wedding today. Talk about feeling so far down in the dumps, you start to smell the shit floating around.
So while the New Year approaches, we won't be celebrating but rather, we'll be preparing to head home for a funeral. God, that line is just so goddamn depressing to read... almost as bad as it is to write it out here.
Here's hoping 2008 will be a year of perfect health and good fortune...
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