I am amazed how quickly time is moving, I mean at one moment it was 2006 and now here we are, midway through '07. Where does all that time go? I still cannot imagine what the feeling would be like to one day look back at these times.What would I think? How would I feel? Happy? Sad? Regretful? Fulfilled?
I do at least hope to be in a better situation, as far as a job and hopefully even education, is concerned. While I enjoy (in a sick, sick way I suppose) the job that I have now (stock clerk... yay...), I do not want to be like some and still be doing the same thing years and years from now.
My hope is that these days are necessary in order to reach something greater. I'd like to think that there is more in life meant for me then just being at the bottom. Then again, I do know that it takes a deal of work and effort to attain more and that is a commitment that I have not truly embraced.
So yes, I do understand that any real complaints that I may make about my "situation" is more or less of my own making. I am not ignorant to that fact, I suppose maybe I truly am as lazy as I think I can be.
But this issue, while entirely vital, will have to wait in the shadows. In time I may gain the will to seek it out and embrace it. If not, then I suppose the one and only person I can blame for any further hardships would definately be myself.
Jumping subjects now, because this life stuff really bugs me if I sit and think about for too long, is to music. Rather, J-Pop I guess...
I am happy to say that I finally found Sowelu's music video for her (pictured above) song "I Will." It is the same one that was used as ending music to the anime series "Fullmetal Alchemist." Good song, great video.
Random thought: Always a very disturbing thing to notice someone pissing outside of your window. I swear, the "class" that some human beings are blessed with is utterly amazing. That, ladies and gents, is as best as I can put it without having to break out into a rant.
Random Thought 2: Diet Coke Plus is good! I don't know what it is, but is addictive!
So anyway, I am considering on making one final go at Final Fantasy XI. Yes, I do believe I said that last time would be it, but it was a fluke. Or was it? Still, I think I might have one last go in me and I would like to leave that game behind with better memories then I have now. At this point though, only time will tell.
And I am clear out of thoughts, so I will bid this entry adieu. Is it even possible for a person to run out of thoughts...?
