Odd Timing

It still surprises me when things in life seem to be going great or, in my case, getting better, when something obscenely bad just ruins it all in one fell swoop. One would think that by now, I would have a better grasp that things in life most certainly do not ever truly work out the way that we would wish them to.

Then again, I also know and understand that I am but a grasshopper whom has many, many lessons in this life to live and learn.

But the fact does remain, this most recent twist absolutely sucks beyond most that has sucked over the past 4-5 years. Easily.

Ok and what in the blue hell am I writing about you may wonder? Well for the sake of future writing on my part and, well, I don't feel like sharing it all now, I will fully write about this plight at a later date and time.

What a buzz kill there huh?

For now though, this extremely vague explanation will have to suffice. I would actually write about the issue that has arose in my present situation, but I just do not feel that now is the right time to get it out here.

Amazing how I end up repeating myself when I write...

Anyway though, at least I feel a lot more at peace today then I did yesterday. It took a great deal of time for me to get everything settled with myself enough to focus on working rather then worrying.

On the idea and subject of work, I can at least say now that I have accomplished my one goal that I could not finish since the moment my brain began to function at my present employer. I won't get into all the details of this, other then it involves a warehouse, cleaning a messy section and feeling oddly proud of doing it.

I do feel slightly bad right now though, of this writing at the very least anyway. I mean I don't mean to be so vague about these subject and it pains me to say that I have gone against what I have written above in this blog's description. Yes, I am apparently holding back my full thought rather then letting loose as was the original intent.

For certain though, when the day comes that I can square away and come to terms with myself after all this chaos subsides, I will sit down and explain more about all this in a lot more detail that I am today. I imagine this whole thing isn't coming off to being a great read, since I know a story that lacks detail is too thin so to speak, to be interesting.

Then again, maybe I am just being too hard on myself. Or maybe I am not being hard enough. At this point, to be honest, I simply do not know. Such is the way of life these days...

Anyhow, I am off now to prepare to face yet another day of work and life and who knows what else that may come my way. And I will continue to do what I have done since the moment I left home: Deal with it as best as I can and leave the rest to fate.

Dear god the drama...